hater gonna hate.

i've recently been around rejectors. with haters. with those deemed "cool" or "socially acceptable" who shut out those who don't fit. i've recently witnessed someone so broken from feeling used and betrayed they were falling apart. i coud literally feel this person's soul crumbingly into pieces. i've seen the life drain out of someone's eyes knowing they were the person that no one wanted. it made me hurt and ache and squirm. uncomfortable. it made me angry. it made me want to fill them. but it's not me. it's Him. the people that seem awkward (whatever that really means). the ones who hover. the ones who don't always have the witty or funny thing to say. the ones who try so desperately to fit in. i will-must show them LOVE. who are we to shut them out? who are we to say they're strange or to shun and exclude them? or even talk about them? this life of LOVE i've adopted was not just for the beautiful. it was not just for the entertaining and talented. it was for everyone. no matter their awkward or "creeper" status or their life or their struggles or the things they do or the things they say or the things they believe. He just LOVEs regardless and so must i. i was that chunky kid in elementary. i was the one who looks different. i was the sheltered one. i was the new kid. i was-am the awkward angsty teenager and He LOVEs me. who am we to decipher those deemed worthy. i sure as hell am not. i'm awkward and vile and dirty. i'm a monster. but in Him i'm not. i'm radiant and beautiful. and so are you.